Second Sunday of Year "B"
John, 33 – 42: “You are to be called
Cephas”
What does it mean to have an encounter that changes
your life? Simon must have guessed that if Jesus claimed the right to call him
by a new name, this meant that a relationship with him was a call to become
someone different from the man he had been in his own eyes and in the eyes of
others. The way that Jesus looked at him was probably enough by itself to
justify his mysterious right to destine Simon to become someone other than who
he thought he was. Jesus demonstrated that he understood Andrew’s brother completely:
“You are Simon the son of John.” Jesus was calling him specifically to become
someone else while still remaining himself. In an instant Simon realised that
the entire distance between who he was and this “Cephas, Peter” he had to
become was mysteriously bridged by the depth of those eyes, so gentle and so
terrible, that were fixed on him. They were gentle because Simon had never felt
so understood, accepted and forgiven. They were terrible because Simon had
never understood so clearly how important his life and freedom were. Jesus was
asking for everything he had, and it would have been so easy to tell him no and
slip away from him forever. He didn’t
even have to say “yes” or “no”. He simply had to follow him. Jesus gave him no
explanation, no plan. The only perspective he had to offer was the gaze that he
fixed on him, seeming to cast him out toward a boundless future in which his
new name – Simon Peter – would find its full meaning and completion. (The Simon
of nature became the Peter of grace).
Dom Mauro
Giuseppe Lepori, Cistercian Abbey of Hauterive near Fribourg, Switzerland.
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